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Thursday, April 05, 2007

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 00:14:27 GMT

Well kids, it's been a while. Here's an update on my life. I'm in the process of doing a self-rennovation. I woke up one day and realized that I was completely miserable, so I'm making some changes. I withdrew from classes, just because I have zero motivation to go to class or do anything school-related. I'm working days at the Bob which means more money for me. I've got an interview at Green Acres in the morning. If I get that job, I'm going to work both until I decide which one I like better and which one equals more money. I need to get my bills caught up, save up some money for my vacation this summer. And I'm going to buy a trailer and some land instead of throwing money away every month in rent. After I get all this figured out and get an idea of what my schedule is going to look like, I'm going to start working out again and tanning. I've been walking and stuff, but I need to start working out hardcore like I used to. I'm doing things that make me happy instead of doing what's going to make everyone around me happy. For once in my life, my happiness is coming first. And I've pretty much rid my life of people that do nothing but drain me. So far, so good. And I'm single, have been for some time now. But I've come to the realization that I can't be happy in a relationship if I'm not happy with myself, and I most definitely can't make anyone else happy. So I'm being single and loving life. But anyway, I guess that's it. That's my life in a nutshell. I'm out. Catch you kids on the flipside.

Friday, December 29, 2006

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:09:12 GMT

So, just in case any of you kids were wondering, life is amazing.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:31:08 GMT

So, I can remember a time where I posted on this daily and if I didn't, it felt like my day wasn't complete. And it's been over two months, what's that? Well, I'm real bored and real random tonight, so I'm posting. So, I was thinking a little bit ago that I'd had an epiphany, then I had to look up the word epiphany to make sure it meant what I thought it did. It did, so I'm not completely ignorant. But anyway, over the past couple weeks, I've finally come to the realization that I really do not deserve the crap he's put me through. Everyone's been telling me that for as long as I can remember, but I never really believed it until recently. And now I have no idea why I put up with as much as I did, and why I kept wanting it after he left time after time. But it finally sunk in and I've been happier in the last couple weeks than I have been in God only knows how long. I haven't really thought about him much. And he was online earlier and I didn't even have the urge to talk to him. That was definitely a first. And I'm loving it. So anyway, I was doing this thing earlier and it asks you a real dumb question and you type in your name and it gives you a random answer. Well, one question asked something about how you'd be remembered in history, and I typed in my name, and it said that I wrote the world's greatest love story and then I asked out a chair and made sweet sweet love to it. I'm not real sure how I feel about that, but I laughed so hard I about peed my pants. There were a few other ones that were pretty good. One was my epitaph and it showed a picture of my tombstone which said my name and then the next line said "Don't mess with the mafia." I thought that was pretty good. It made me laugh, but I'm slap happy, so that might have something to do with it. I just typed slappy instead of slap happy and I laughed about that. And not only that, but everyone in the house is asleep cuz it's 5:30 AM so everything's even funnier cuz I'm trying to be quiet and not wake them up. I'm pretty sure I'm just not going to bed tonight. I'm having way too much fun talking to Sara and Brandon. So, I don't want to go back to work, but I'm kinda ready to go home. I'm just not having much fun down here. I don't know, I'm a moron. I miss my sister, and Mom, and Abraham, and Sara. I'm real glad I decided not to move to Columbus just yet. Ugh. My dad's getting up for work. He's going to be real confused when he sees that I'm still up and what not. Oh well, it happens. I'm not even that tired, although I just lounged around the house for the majority of the day. Then Lacy and I went to Wal-Mart at 2:00 this morning because I wanted some pizza rolls. Yea, that's how I roll. I'm pretty sure I can't wait for Christmas, and New Year's. Yay for the end of 2006.

What will you be remembered for in history? Deanna wrote the world's greatest love story, then she asked out a chair and made sweet, sweet love to it. O yes.

And, before I go. I have a story for you guys that made me laugh hardcore today. There's this park down here where everyone goes to hang out and feed the ducks and the the squirrels and what not. Well, about a month ago, this guy was there and got attacked by an alligator. Well, everyone was real confused by this because that's unheard of at that park. Well, the guy finally told the cops that he smoked crack and decided it would be a real good idea to go skinny-dipping in the lake at 4:00 am.
Moral of the story: The next time you smoke crack, don't go skinny-dipping in an alligator infested lake at 4:00 in the morning

Friday, October 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 02:33:44 GMT

This blows.

Enough said.

Friday, September 15, 2006

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 20:44:09 GMT

Monday, I had class, worked out, went to work. I'm training the new guy. This is a new thing for me, and it's quite interesting. I keep telling him, "Do as I say, not as I do" because I do all kinds of stuff the wrong way. I guess you'll have that. So, I trained him most of the week, and I will for the upcoming week too I think. Tuesday, I don't really remember. I know I worked that night. Wednesday, I went to class, worked out, went to work. Thursday, I pulled a double, went to Brittany's and had a girls' night in. It was great, I had a blast. I'm sad that Brittany's moving, but you've gotta do what you've gotta do I guess. I had class today. I went and got my hair colored. It's kinda purple, but I like it. I got my nails filled in, went to Wal-Mart, cleaned out the car. Now I'm waiting on Amanda and we're going to the football game. They're having a memorial service for Jarod tonight. That's going to be incredibly sad. I'm sure it will be the toughest game of the season for them. I'm not sure what I'm doing after the game. X-Fest in Huntington tomorrow, with Seth and Sheena. Then on Sunday, X-Fest in Dayton with Stephanie and Phil. I'm stoked. It's a much needed weekend off for me. I deserve it. Next week is going to be rather boring. I'm getting a tattoo on Tuesday. Woot. Umm. I think that's it for now. Oh yea, the guy situation is going pretty well I must say. I had a conversation last night that sorta changed things, for the better. We'll see how things go. Ok, really, that's it. Good night kids.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 21:21:16 GMT

So, it's been over two weeks since I updated. I've been unbelievably busy. Let's see. Last week flew by. Last weekend was awesome. This past week, I've done nothing but go to work and go to school. I did go to Huntington Thursday night. I had an amazing time. I'm pretty sure I'm obsessed with Walls of Jericho now. I went out to eat and stuff with friends afterwards. I met some people, saw Kevin. It was great. Friday night, I went out and I was not myself at all. I'm blaming it on the full moon. I had an amazing night though. I met a guy. Yea.

Toodles.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 05:01:02 GMT

So, the last 24 hours has been hell. For the most part, I can't really talk about it. I went to Jess' last night with the intentions of staying there. That didn't happen. I ended up driving around for a couple hours because I got real upset last night, and that's all I wanted to do. I finally made it home a little after 3:00. I got up bright and early this morning to go to work. Seth and I have decided we're going to start taking lube to work, because every time we go in, we get screwed. Eh, I guess you just had to be there for that conversation. Anyway, needless to say, work sucked. After work, I came home and napped. I headed to town to pick up a CD, but that didn't work out for me. The one at Wal-Mart is edited, and K-Mart didn't have it at all. Whatever. I went to Bob Evans and ended up staying there much longer than planned, but I guess you'll have that. I went to the bar after that. It just wasn't a good night. But on a positive note, the guy situation is still going very well. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Well, I'm going to wrap this up. I think it's time for a Taco Bell run. Good night kiddies.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:17:32 GMT

So, I got up this morning and went to work at 6:00. That kicked my butt. I hit overtime, so they let me leave a little bit early. I went to eat with Mom, Amanda, and the baby. Amanda and I ran around. I went to AutoZone to get brake pads. I took a quick nap. I met Stephanie and the guys for dinner at Bennigan's. We were there forever. I had a blast. But they decided to tell our waitress that it was my birthday, so they came and sang to me. It was freakin hilarious. I was cracking up. I left there and met Sara at Wal-Mart. I got windshield wiper fluid. How exciting. Now I'm watching Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. I love this movie.

So, Keshia decided to message me a few minutes ago. I swear, I don't get that girl. She doesn't understand why I have a problem with her. I don't know why it matters. But I told her why. She asked if I'd talked to Adam, I answered her, and that was that.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 01:36:57 GMT

It's crazy how quickly things can change. This past week has been absolutely amazing, and I'm hoping it continues. I think people are starting to think this smile is permanently screwed to my face. It's been a while since I actually smiled, and now I can't seem to stop. Weird, huh?

Other than that, not much going on. Classes start Monday. I'm finally registered for mine. Thank God for that. I've still got to get my books and my parking permit and all that. I've still got time.

I got my car this morning. Woot.

Justin left for England today and I miss him already. It sucks.

Well, I'm off to bed because 5:00 AM is going to roll around quickly enough as it is. Good night kids.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 06:38:20 GMT

He makes me stupid.

Enough said.